Bon Voyage

Absolutely whacked out with disappointment. Everything seemed monochrome, like all the colours had been sucked out of the sky

I felt like someone was eating my heart right out of my chest with a rusty spoon. Like being a junkie tring to get off crack, and the drug is all you can think about every second, it consumes you, that longings, like screw my self respect, screw health, screw everything... I want my fix

Okay, I know... pathetic to put your happiness in someone else's hand... but that was how I felt

LB